My life isn't good

I'm very sad for my life, but they are happy when i was happy and that i like because the can see me. But another person can't see me and that person is most important person for me. I desapire when i was with him and like that he doesn't see me. I dream with him but that dream is too sad. My dream when he is there i put very sad because he doesn't see me and talk to me.
My life is to desapire and the i was in the sky with a very beautifull dream. But now that isn't real. I want to that dream was real when i sleep on the sky. I sleep with the star and with him. The stars are saing some letters and that letters are about him. And the satr are saing to me what are doing him but when the sart said than i wasn't happy because he is with another person. But when i said some letters to him he doesn't look at me.